I really don’t know what happened to me for the past one month, sick, depressed, lonely.

But then I realized that my pain is nothing, when I look around. My beloved one ( I thought so that was my mistake) never got time to visit me when I was hospitalized.  All alone looking at the cealing fan and my ears eagerly waiting for the knock at the door. Any smiling face….?  Get well soon….

My Suffering is considered another aspect of our training. Suffering produces in us character and a proper disposition - a compassionate spirit. Born again launched me  into a kind of apprenticeship in training for ruler ship. True agape love (God's perfect love) is developed in the school of tribulation, trial, or suffering.

Suffering is not an accident, but a gift to be valued, for when properly received it works to enhance our eternal rank and honour.

Trouble, therefore, comes to us all, whether saint or sinner.

There are three Greek words that are translated "love" eros - the love between the sexes philos - the love of friendship and family agape - the love that characterizes God himself When God makes us, He uses the sharpest knives on His turning lathe as well. He cannot shape one without pain, but He never uses needless pain. Those who are broken in wealth, broken in self-will, broken in their ambitions, broken in their beautiful ideas, broken in worldly reputation, broken in their affections, broken in health, those who are despised and seem utterly forlorn and helpless.

I am trying to over come the forlorn, my helplessness, I am happy that I am back home can write and read.

I salute my friends who enquired about me and thank God for allowing me to write again.